the fires burn
brighter on the sunny
side of hell
Saturday, December 12, 2009
Monday, December 7, 2009
Friday, December 4, 2009
Thursday, December 3, 2009
Wednesday, December 2, 2009
La Francesa
An intelligent woman.
A beautiful woman.
Knew all the variants, all the possibilities.
Reader of Duchamp's aphorisms and the stories
of Defoe.
In general possessing an enviable self-control,
Except when she got depressed and got drunk,
Something that could last two or three days,
A succession of Bordeaux and Valium
That would give you goosebumps.
Then she'd usually tell you what happened to her
Between the ages of 15 and 18.
A pornographic horror movie,
Naked bodies and business deals that skirted the law,
A vocational actress and at the same time a girl with
strange strokes of greed.
I met her when she'd just turned 25,
In a tranquil period.
I suppose she feared old age and death.
Old age for her was thirty,
The Thirty Years' War,
Christ's thirty years when he started to preach,
An age like any other, I told her when we dined
By candlelight
Pondering the flow of the planet's most literary river.
But for us prestige lay elsewhere,
In bands possessed by slowness, in gestures
Exquisitely slow
From dishevelment
In dark beds,
In the geometric mutliplication of empty shop windows
And in the grave of reality,
Our absolute,
Our Voltaire,
Our philosophy of bedroom and boudoir.
Like I said, an intelligent girl,
With the rare virtue of foresight
(Rare for us Latin Americans)
So common in her country,
In which even the assassins have bankbooks
And she wasn't going to be any less,
A bankbook and a photo of Tristan Cabral,
Nostalgia for the unlived,
While that prestigious river trailed a dying sun
And down her cheeks rolled seemingly gratuitous tears.
I don't want to die, she whispered while escaping
In the shrewd darkness of the bedroom,
And I didn't know what to say,
I really didn't know what to say,
Except to caress her and support her while she moved
Up and down like life,
Up and down like the poets of France,
Innocent and punished,
Until she returned to Planet Earth
And from her lips sprouted
Passages from her adolescence that filled our bedroom
on the spot
With copies crying on metro escalators
With copies making love to two guys at once
While rain was falling outside
Over garbage bags and over abandoned pistols
In the garbage bags,
Rain that washes everything
Except for memory and reason.
Dresses, leather jackets, Italian boots, lingerie to
drive you mad,
To drive her mad,
They appeared and disappeared in our phosphorescent,
throbbing bedroom,
And quick strokes of other less intimate adventures
Flashed in her wounded eyes like fireflies.
A love that wasn't going to last long
But that by dessert would have become unforgettable.
That's what she said,
Seated by the window,
Her face suspended in time,
Her lips: a statue's lips.
An unforgettable love
Beneath the rain,
Beneath the sky bristling with antennas in which
17th century coffers coexist
With the shit of 20th century pigeons.
And in the middle
All the inextinguishable capacity to inflict pain,
Undefeated through years,
Undefeated through loves
Unforgettable.
Yes, that's what she said.
An unforgettable love
And brief,
Like a hurricane?
No, a love brief as the sigh of a guillotined head,
The head of a king or Breton count,
Brief like beauty,
Absolute beauty,
That which contains all the world's majesty and misery
And which is only visible to those who love.
-Roberto Bolano
The Romantic Dogs
A beautiful woman.
Knew all the variants, all the possibilities.
Reader of Duchamp's aphorisms and the stories
of Defoe.
In general possessing an enviable self-control,
Except when she got depressed and got drunk,
Something that could last two or three days,
A succession of Bordeaux and Valium
That would give you goosebumps.
Then she'd usually tell you what happened to her
Between the ages of 15 and 18.
A pornographic horror movie,
Naked bodies and business deals that skirted the law,
A vocational actress and at the same time a girl with
strange strokes of greed.
I met her when she'd just turned 25,
In a tranquil period.
I suppose she feared old age and death.
Old age for her was thirty,
The Thirty Years' War,
Christ's thirty years when he started to preach,
An age like any other, I told her when we dined
By candlelight
Pondering the flow of the planet's most literary river.
But for us prestige lay elsewhere,
In bands possessed by slowness, in gestures
Exquisitely slow
From dishevelment
In dark beds,
In the geometric mutliplication of empty shop windows
And in the grave of reality,
Our absolute,
Our Voltaire,
Our philosophy of bedroom and boudoir.
Like I said, an intelligent girl,
With the rare virtue of foresight
(Rare for us Latin Americans)
So common in her country,
In which even the assassins have bankbooks
And she wasn't going to be any less,
A bankbook and a photo of Tristan Cabral,
Nostalgia for the unlived,
While that prestigious river trailed a dying sun
And down her cheeks rolled seemingly gratuitous tears.
I don't want to die, she whispered while escaping
In the shrewd darkness of the bedroom,
And I didn't know what to say,
I really didn't know what to say,
Except to caress her and support her while she moved
Up and down like life,
Up and down like the poets of France,
Innocent and punished,
Until she returned to Planet Earth
And from her lips sprouted
Passages from her adolescence that filled our bedroom
on the spot
With copies crying on metro escalators
With copies making love to two guys at once
While rain was falling outside
Over garbage bags and over abandoned pistols
In the garbage bags,
Rain that washes everything
Except for memory and reason.
Dresses, leather jackets, Italian boots, lingerie to
drive you mad,
To drive her mad,
They appeared and disappeared in our phosphorescent,
throbbing bedroom,
And quick strokes of other less intimate adventures
Flashed in her wounded eyes like fireflies.
A love that wasn't going to last long
But that by dessert would have become unforgettable.
That's what she said,
Seated by the window,
Her face suspended in time,
Her lips: a statue's lips.
An unforgettable love
Beneath the rain,
Beneath the sky bristling with antennas in which
17th century coffers coexist
With the shit of 20th century pigeons.
And in the middle
All the inextinguishable capacity to inflict pain,
Undefeated through years,
Undefeated through loves
Unforgettable.
Yes, that's what she said.
An unforgettable love
And brief,
Like a hurricane?
No, a love brief as the sigh of a guillotined head,
The head of a king or Breton count,
Brief like beauty,
Absolute beauty,
That which contains all the world's majesty and misery
And which is only visible to those who love.
-Roberto Bolano
The Romantic Dogs
Sunday, November 29, 2009
Friday, November 27, 2009
Friday, November 20, 2009
Thursday, November 5, 2009
jaws of life
black
ice
at
the
intersection
of
Disarray
and
Isolation
where
screaming
sirens
surround
metallic
visions
of
Saturn's
misplaced
wedding
ring
ice
at
the
intersection
of
Disarray
and
Isolation
where
screaming
sirens
surround
metallic
visions
of
Saturn's
misplaced
wedding
ring
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
Sunday, September 13, 2009
Sunday, August 16, 2009
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
Monday, August 10, 2009
Friday, July 17, 2009
Thursday, July 16, 2009
Wednesday, July 1, 2009
Wednesday, June 3, 2009
Tuesday, June 2, 2009
oblivious
a manufactured smile
perched upon a ten carat canary
in a tin cage
just
before
carbon
monoxide
is
detected
and the gasping sunlight is a mile away
tying ribbons in Delilah's hair
perched upon a ten carat canary
in a tin cage
just
before
carbon
monoxide
is
detected
and the gasping sunlight is a mile away
tying ribbons in Delilah's hair
Monday, May 4, 2009
Friday, April 3, 2009
Tuesday, March 31, 2009
Monday, March 23, 2009
Friday, March 13, 2009
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
Thursday, February 19, 2009
Sunday, February 15, 2009
six words in Ernest
Noises. Curious. Door. Daddy fucking George.
Nobody home. Garden hose. Cemetery rose.
Girl. Thirteen. Mommy's lipstick. Bloody sheets.
caught in the crossfire. My child
Family. Tent. Music. Bread. Tea. Hashish.
LOST: Mind. Last seen with LSD.
Nobody home. Garden hose. Cemetery rose.
Girl. Thirteen. Mommy's lipstick. Bloody sheets.
caught in the crossfire. My child
Family. Tent. Music. Bread. Tea. Hashish.
LOST: Mind. Last seen with LSD.
Saturday, February 14, 2009
Thursday, February 5, 2009
Wednesday, February 4, 2009
Monday, February 2, 2009
Thursday, January 29, 2009
Friday, January 23, 2009
twenty paces
thare's no sense in squabblin'
'cause Tenne cain't ssee
that i ain't got no use fer Dixie
'cause Tenne cain't ssee
that i ain't got no use fer Dixie
Thursday, January 22, 2009
Wednesday, January 21, 2009
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